Why Blog?

I always wished that I could do more to make "good" of David's Death and I'm hoping this might be the way I do it. I have so much going through my head that I don't know where to begin or how to start. The girl I used to be, or may I say, struggling not to be feels that letting others see what I feel is stupid and that I am not nearly as great of a writer as all of my fellow bloggers. But I feel that I need to do this in fear and leap forward.